For the rest of my life...
That's all I'm going to say x
Wednesday, 14 May 2008
Saturday, 10 May 2008
This IS normal- i swear!
Today i am at lucy's house
So yes, this usually happens- i enter into a specific diary quite regularly for about 6 months and then i piss off, do something stupid and end up writing in here again...so i bet you can guess what this blog is going to be about?!
The Hoosiers gig was amazing btw- saw 'The Script', incredible Irish band who mix R'N'B with soul and pop + rock! Immense stuff..the other back up band were called 'I am Finn' they were also good, nice beat etc. Then the Hoosiers came on stage....OMG they were incredible and Irwin even got to that incredibly high note he does in his acoustic solo number- that man is amazing!
Ironically..that weekend they had been named 'The Worst Band In Britain'. But tbh i really cant see why!
Maths module also went well- got an A and was one mark off an A* but my maths teacher says that i can still achieve it if i really work hard...and i think i just might!
Apart from that...my life has pretty much gone downhill. Ive come to terms with it now, but for a while Ive been thinking deeply about my weight and how I look. And now for about 2-3 months i have had bulimia nervosa. Its been horrible and it still is. I just hope that i can get better somehow. The sad truth is that i really don't want to stop what I'm doing- although nothing is actually coming of it and in fact Ive actually gained weight whilst I've been doing this. But then again Ive had my best friend i could ever had to help me through it all- Caseman. Who's full name shall not be posted on here for privacy reasons (and the fact that once she found out that i have an online blog i instantly banned her from reading it).
What can i say about her? She absolutely incredible. Shes always there for me- shes always there to listen, to put up with me and my incompetency, my bottled up emotions, my bitches and brawls and in the end she'll always forgive me. I love her to pieces. Its as simple as that. And i don't know what id do without her.
So Caseman- if you are reading this...then i hope you know that i love you, no matter what you do, what i do or whatever happens between us. Because in the end- we're all that we've got baby...and ill always be here for you.
I love you- my best friend, my rock, my star, my world.
xxxxxxxxx
So yes, this usually happens- i enter into a specific diary quite regularly for about 6 months and then i piss off, do something stupid and end up writing in here again...so i bet you can guess what this blog is going to be about?!
The Hoosiers gig was amazing btw- saw 'The Script', incredible Irish band who mix R'N'B with soul and pop + rock! Immense stuff..the other back up band were called 'I am Finn' they were also good, nice beat etc. Then the Hoosiers came on stage....OMG they were incredible and Irwin even got to that incredibly high note he does in his acoustic solo number- that man is amazing!
Ironically..that weekend they had been named 'The Worst Band In Britain'. But tbh i really cant see why!
Maths module also went well- got an A and was one mark off an A* but my maths teacher says that i can still achieve it if i really work hard...and i think i just might!
Apart from that...my life has pretty much gone downhill. Ive come to terms with it now, but for a while Ive been thinking deeply about my weight and how I look. And now for about 2-3 months i have had bulimia nervosa. Its been horrible and it still is. I just hope that i can get better somehow. The sad truth is that i really don't want to stop what I'm doing- although nothing is actually coming of it and in fact Ive actually gained weight whilst I've been doing this. But then again Ive had my best friend i could ever had to help me through it all- Caseman. Who's full name shall not be posted on here for privacy reasons (and the fact that once she found out that i have an online blog i instantly banned her from reading it).
What can i say about her? She absolutely incredible. Shes always there for me- shes always there to listen, to put up with me and my incompetency, my bottled up emotions, my bitches and brawls and in the end she'll always forgive me. I love her to pieces. Its as simple as that. And i don't know what id do without her.
So Caseman- if you are reading this...then i hope you know that i love you, no matter what you do, what i do or whatever happens between us. Because in the end- we're all that we've got baby...and ill always be here for you.
I love you- my best friend, my rock, my star, my world.
xxxxxxxxx
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