So wow...this is weird. I'm sitting at a desk in an office in the middle of London just off oxford st. And i feel so WEIRD.
lol. D of E was the BIGGEST challenge I have ever had to endure- i have about 6 blisters on each foot, sunburn on my neck and arms, bruises all over my body etc etc. NEVER AGAIN i tell you NEVER AGAIN. And technically, I don't ever have to again. yay :)
I wont waste time on filling you in about D of E- it was the biggest waste of my life and the most painful waste, which i hasten to forget so for the time being...not going to bother with that. On the other hand, Ive got a busy few days ahead. Work until Thursday, Paris Friday, 6th form exp Next Monday through till Friday and then Sports Day Saturday (and then Tim, Glyn and Soph are coming up to my plaace for a long weekend. Should be good times!!)
Met up with Tim in London on Thursday- not the best idea seeing as I had a long long long weekend ahead of me but daym. We progressed a lot. Ive got brusies on my neck...again. Yes, he's already found my weak spots. Hahaha. Ironic really. And umm yeah.
I was on D of E and I found out that apparently Tim is thinking that i want to have sex with him at my house (on that weekend after sports day) and i just though- WOAH. hold on there a second pleasee. Ive known you for what..? A month?? Been going out with you for about 3 weeks now?? SLOWTHAFACKDOWN. jeebus. I'm not THAT desirable surely?? ahahhaa
ahhh well. Must get back to work- i feel a bit bad now. lolzz.
Love to you all xxxx
Monday, 29 June 2009
Tuesday, 16 June 2009
Finally Facking Finished
THANK GOD.
But now I'm sitting at home on my laptop for the second time this day wondering wtf I'm going to do with myself whilst I'm at home...lazing around...eating myself silly... doing fuck- all etc. It's worrying how little I have to do with myself now.
But hey! Summer 09 is finally here after a horrible 5 week slog of exam after exam after exam. Which is truly truly fab. Days lazing in the sun, seasonal fruit, swimming outdoors, trampolining in the back garden, summer tunes, beach parties...fun times indeed.
But I can't help but long for my London home town. It's great being back at home away from all the stress and hassle of London life but tbh, I'd rather be there and have something to do rather than be at home and not have anything at all to do with myself. I'm tempted to hack onto my sister's laptop and play sims2. Yes....I'm THAT bored already. Which is sad, because I'm not usually a very 'bored-easily' type of person.
In this case I might get Tim up to stay at some point. Wow. That would be weird.
But we're getting on much better now which is awesome. Had a incredible weekend with the gang last weekend- Saturday: THE REUNION. Was fabb. Sophie and Glyn got together after a bit of persuasion...we hung out around London, saw all the touristy things including Her Maj's pad. Twas fab.
Ooh. And me and Tim held hands the whole day and then had our first make out session on the train back to Holly's house. :) not bad not bad. Just a few tips on what I like and he'll be perfect! lol
The Sunday came and we went to the Marylebone Festival- which was awesome. Saw loads of fab live bands and met and got signatures from some of the following people:
But now I'm sitting at home on my laptop for the second time this day wondering wtf I'm going to do with myself whilst I'm at home...lazing around...eating myself silly... doing fuck- all etc. It's worrying how little I have to do with myself now.
But hey! Summer 09 is finally here after a horrible 5 week slog of exam after exam after exam. Which is truly truly fab. Days lazing in the sun, seasonal fruit, swimming outdoors, trampolining in the back garden, summer tunes, beach parties...fun times indeed.
But I can't help but long for my London home town. It's great being back at home away from all the stress and hassle of London life but tbh, I'd rather be there and have something to do rather than be at home and not have anything at all to do with myself. I'm tempted to hack onto my sister's laptop and play sims2. Yes....I'm THAT bored already. Which is sad, because I'm not usually a very 'bored-easily' type of person.
In this case I might get Tim up to stay at some point. Wow. That would be weird.
But we're getting on much better now which is awesome. Had a incredible weekend with the gang last weekend- Saturday: THE REUNION. Was fabb. Sophie and Glyn got together after a bit of persuasion...we hung out around London, saw all the touristy things including Her Maj's pad. Twas fab.
Ooh. And me and Tim held hands the whole day and then had our first make out session on the train back to Holly's house. :) not bad not bad. Just a few tips on what I like and he'll be perfect! lol
The Sunday came and we went to the Marylebone Festival- which was awesome. Saw loads of fab live bands and met and got signatures from some of the following people:
- Koala Friday- Fab and funky
- 10p Short- amazingly good people
- Kadesa Drija- 16 years old and AMAZING
- RubyLux- (MY LIFE)
So yeahhh. All in all, twas a very fun weekend out :)
Hoping for some more fab London adventures out with the gang some time soon! Should be good. After all, we have the beach party in August to look forward to and Tim's birthday week in a caravan. Should be awesome hopefully!
Anyways peeps...I'm going to go and try and do something constructive- love to you all
x
Wednesday, 10 June 2009
3 left...3 left...3 left...
3 exams that is. I don't think I can take it anymore.
Ive come past the point of simply not caring to ignoring any attempts at revision and reading slash day dreaming instead. I.JUST.DONT.GIVE.A.FLYING.FUCK.ANYMORE.
I want summer and I want it now DAMMIT!
I honestly can't tell you how much I want my bed back at home right now and the ability to just watch films all day, stay up at night on babble and facebook and just generally wasting my life away. Oh...and being able to eat cous cous, mozzarella and crisps to my hearts content. Although, I have vowed to get in shape for the looming holiday in August and most importantly the beach party during Tim's caravan week for his birthday. meh.
GAAAAAHH I NEED TO REVISE AND I SIMPLY CANNOT BE FUCKED. THIS KILLS ME.
3 left....3 left...3 left...
god help me.
x
Ive come past the point of simply not caring to ignoring any attempts at revision and reading slash day dreaming instead. I.JUST.DONT.GIVE.A.FLYING.FUCK.ANYMORE.
I want summer and I want it now DAMMIT!
I honestly can't tell you how much I want my bed back at home right now and the ability to just watch films all day, stay up at night on babble and facebook and just generally wasting my life away. Oh...and being able to eat cous cous, mozzarella and crisps to my hearts content. Although, I have vowed to get in shape for the looming holiday in August and most importantly the beach party during Tim's caravan week for his birthday. meh.
GAAAAAHH I NEED TO REVISE AND I SIMPLY CANNOT BE FUCKED. THIS KILLS ME.
3 left....3 left...3 left...
god help me.
x
Sunday, 7 June 2009
UGH.
cba with anything anymore. just nothing, ZILCH, nowt.
dont even talk to me about exams- I have a biology extended theory paper tomorrow and all i can think about is my bed and a good book waiting for me. I.AM. SHATTERED. doesnt help that the past few nights Ive been caning it.
Friday night i went to the army/navy club in St. James sq. with caseman to go see her dad and gale (her step-mum). Had some BLOW OUT meal which included a three course meal, 2 diet cokes, half a bottle of rose and a bottle of sparkling water....THEN when i got back to the house (after several wrong turns in the tube stations and screaming about mice) i was quite happily already drunk. Then Rachel poured more vodka down my neck to get me explicataley pissed.
Then Miss Mac walks in and asks rachel if she's pulled down her blinds and closed her windows because there were two men outside the house and he had just perved on everyone in the common room. We were like: 'fuck!' and went to console the others who were shaking crying messes. By this point, the police had chased down and arrested the two youths and we were all fine. Stayed in bed with rachael until 2am. (facking brilliant)
Saturday then arrived...to be started at 8am with a facking fire alarm. And dont get me wrong...im all for evacuation and shit like that in a fire...but when its a 'change in the atmosphere of the upstairs bathroom caused by a shower' and i have a HUGE hangover...im not a happy bunny. After that escapade, we trecked to the cinema to see a film. Originally going to be 'Angles And Demons' but that wasnt showing until later and so i chose to see star trek with Caseman and Adele. BEST DECISION OF MY LIFE. hahahaaha we were pissing ourselves in the back row. Im officially a fan girl :D
Theeeennn got back to the house, to recieve a phone call from Tim who had come all the way in to london from chelmsford and then back up to ricki to come and see me. We met up, had chats, took a walk, had more chats, went to the common room to watch the end of a film and cuddled up (was tres cute). And he bought me a bear! :D he's so adorably cute. Kissed him goodbye at the gates (just a peck...i dont want to scare him off). hope that was ok with him. Although i could tell he wanted more, i dont want to push it too quickly.
Im going to be seeing a lot of him over the summer. Not so much in July, but in august, we're having a caravan partaay for his birthday, then a beach party somewhere down near chelmsford to that we can stay round their house for the night (hopefully, they'll be able to drive by then!).
Should be fun timmesss
anyways...im shattered...i need to nick the new Red Jumpsuit Apparatus album off of Adele, cram for tomorrow and HIDE FROM SOPHIE. I swear that girl is going to be the death of me.
Niiight xxx
dont even talk to me about exams- I have a biology extended theory paper tomorrow and all i can think about is my bed and a good book waiting for me. I.AM. SHATTERED. doesnt help that the past few nights Ive been caning it.
Friday night i went to the army/navy club in St. James sq. with caseman to go see her dad and gale (her step-mum). Had some BLOW OUT meal which included a three course meal, 2 diet cokes, half a bottle of rose and a bottle of sparkling water....THEN when i got back to the house (after several wrong turns in the tube stations and screaming about mice) i was quite happily already drunk. Then Rachel poured more vodka down my neck to get me explicataley pissed.
Then Miss Mac walks in and asks rachel if she's pulled down her blinds and closed her windows because there were two men outside the house and he had just perved on everyone in the common room. We were like: 'fuck!' and went to console the others who were shaking crying messes. By this point, the police had chased down and arrested the two youths and we were all fine. Stayed in bed with rachael until 2am. (facking brilliant)
Saturday then arrived...to be started at 8am with a facking fire alarm. And dont get me wrong...im all for evacuation and shit like that in a fire...but when its a 'change in the atmosphere of the upstairs bathroom caused by a shower' and i have a HUGE hangover...im not a happy bunny. After that escapade, we trecked to the cinema to see a film. Originally going to be 'Angles And Demons' but that wasnt showing until later and so i chose to see star trek with Caseman and Adele. BEST DECISION OF MY LIFE. hahahaaha we were pissing ourselves in the back row. Im officially a fan girl :D
Theeeennn got back to the house, to recieve a phone call from Tim who had come all the way in to london from chelmsford and then back up to ricki to come and see me. We met up, had chats, took a walk, had more chats, went to the common room to watch the end of a film and cuddled up (was tres cute). And he bought me a bear! :D he's so adorably cute. Kissed him goodbye at the gates (just a peck...i dont want to scare him off). hope that was ok with him. Although i could tell he wanted more, i dont want to push it too quickly.
Im going to be seeing a lot of him over the summer. Not so much in July, but in august, we're having a caravan partaay for his birthday, then a beach party somewhere down near chelmsford to that we can stay round their house for the night (hopefully, they'll be able to drive by then!).
Should be fun timmesss
anyways...im shattered...i need to nick the new Red Jumpsuit Apparatus album off of Adele, cram for tomorrow and HIDE FROM SOPHIE. I swear that girl is going to be the death of me.
Niiight xxx
Wednesday, 3 June 2009
Breathe.
If i just breaathhee... :D i love this song.
OMG new moon trailer is out- and WOW it looks good. Taylor Lautner alone is simply gorgeous...and i have to say how disappointed i am at Rpattz's + Kristen Stewart's acting. How tragic. The only good thing is going to be TL topless for the entire movie (loves how fickle I am).
Alsssooo...on the Tim front. I am in a weird mood atm. Not really feeling the sexual tension any more (although, we had a convo last night where i practically asked him if he would be OK with sex before marriage- DONT ASK. He's like...super christian or something). Anyway..so yeah. I mean, i know this is sad, but I'm already missing him and any part of our relationship that isn't 'Hey, so how was your exam today'. It doesn't help that Ive used up all my free texts for this month either. God, I'm tragic.
I CANNOT wait until these next two weeks are over.
1) I get to see Tim
2) END OF EXAMS
3) Start of summer
4) No more school (technically) until September
5) I'M SO FUCKING BORED OF SCHOOL.
Although I'll miss everyone and the general fun that school provides, I simply cannot be fucked to do this anymore. I'm SO tired too- Physics revision is just a waste of my time tbh. And i have to go facking choir rehearsal again today...i think i was meant to learn something too :S ah well...
Its not like i actually give a shit about anything anymore. God I really am tired.
Aitte. I'm awff before i actually say something I don't mean.. like the above,
lovess xxxxx
OMG new moon trailer is out- and WOW it looks good. Taylor Lautner alone is simply gorgeous...and i have to say how disappointed i am at Rpattz's + Kristen Stewart's acting. How tragic. The only good thing is going to be TL topless for the entire movie (loves how fickle I am).
Alsssooo...on the Tim front. I am in a weird mood atm. Not really feeling the sexual tension any more (although, we had a convo last night where i practically asked him if he would be OK with sex before marriage- DONT ASK. He's like...super christian or something). Anyway..so yeah. I mean, i know this is sad, but I'm already missing him and any part of our relationship that isn't 'Hey, so how was your exam today'. It doesn't help that Ive used up all my free texts for this month either. God, I'm tragic.
I CANNOT wait until these next two weeks are over.
1) I get to see Tim
2) END OF EXAMS
3) Start of summer
4) No more school (technically) until September
5) I'M SO FUCKING BORED OF SCHOOL.
Although I'll miss everyone and the general fun that school provides, I simply cannot be fucked to do this anymore. I'm SO tired too- Physics revision is just a waste of my time tbh. And i have to go facking choir rehearsal again today...i think i was meant to learn something too :S ah well...
Its not like i actually give a shit about anything anymore. God I really am tired.
Aitte. I'm awff before i actually say something I don't mean.. like the above,
lovess xxxxx
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