Today was pretty atrocious.
sooo...Olly loves freyja. Freyja loves Olly..and so the world goes on. and that's right- you've guessed it..they're going out..
oh how i love my life.
things are going well with Ashley...i still haven't really decided what I'm going to do...but yerr, twill be good when i get there. i thinking along the lines of public announcement...flashing or kissing.. not sure. But i think i wont stoop as low..and predictable as that...
i need a plan.
OK: public announcement. If you are reading my blog and have any ideas on ways to get your own back on your ex-boyfriends/girlfriends...comment meee!
anyway...brainstorm brainstorm brainstorm brainstorm brainstorm:
hmmmm....what to do?? i shall hath a think. argh but i could kill Freyja for whats shes done. I mean she knows that Olly is no good..that he's a git..etc etc...so why the feeckk is she going out with himmm?? aarrghhhh.
ommgg also...sophie...AMAAAGAADD i could stab her with a carving knife, cut out her spleen, fry it and then give it to my dog...or a nearby crocodile. UGH shes SOOO two faced and spoilt and smarmy and self obsessed and LANKY.
aaahh
relax
that's better.
:D yes i can be a very big bitch at times. as I'm sure you are now aware.
welcome to my life people of the Internet.
and for now..good night :) xxx
Sunday, 2 December 2007
Thursday, 29 November 2007
In business studies...
Today...was mufti day :)
AAHH just did business test...and as Ive lost my keys...i haven't got my books with me. I just hope Ms Champion doesn't find out...or find me on this for that matter :S
So yea...mufti day today :) tis good. Am wearing white 'victorian' blouse, petrol blue scarf, black jeans and brown ugg boots (courtesy of Rachel of course...i cant find any for under a tenner anywhere!) Also am wearing this sparkly blue eye liner- I'm in love with petrol blue...tis sooo nice :)
Not much else happened today- History is getting even more boring...I'm starting to envy people with crappy myspaces.. (just due to the fact that they have better things to do than make their myspaces look good)...and I'm having very meaningful dreams atm.
Aahh had an aaaammzzzing dream about Stephen Mangan and Julian Rhyn-Tutt last night (aka guy and mac from green wing) aaa they're both rather sexually attractive. I love them both very much- and if anyone else agrees with me...comment?!
Anyway- off to chapel choir (oh the fun) and then Taekwondo...ugh. The effort.
Good bike :) x
AAHH just did business test...and as Ive lost my keys...i haven't got my books with me. I just hope Ms Champion doesn't find out...or find me on this for that matter :S
So yea...mufti day today :) tis good. Am wearing white 'victorian' blouse, petrol blue scarf, black jeans and brown ugg boots (courtesy of Rachel of course...i cant find any for under a tenner anywhere!) Also am wearing this sparkly blue eye liner- I'm in love with petrol blue...tis sooo nice :)
Not much else happened today- History is getting even more boring...I'm starting to envy people with crappy myspaces.. (just due to the fact that they have better things to do than make their myspaces look good)...and I'm having very meaningful dreams atm.
Aahh had an aaaammzzzing dream about Stephen Mangan and Julian Rhyn-Tutt last night (aka guy and mac from green wing) aaa they're both rather sexually attractive. I love them both very much- and if anyone else agrees with me...comment?!
Anyway- off to chapel choir (oh the fun) and then Taekwondo...ugh. The effort.
Good bike :) x
Wednesday, 28 November 2007
well...guess what..
Today i found out i was very very wrong.
Its turns out that Rachel was just being a good friend as predicted..and maybe too much of a good friend whilst talking to Freyja. Freyja told Rachel about Olly liking her..quite a while back. So this has been going on for quite a while. Also - he sent her a text saying that he loved her.
I'm not going to read into this. I'm not. Full stop, The END. i don't really care if Freyja and Olly hooked up tbh but id be worried about Freyja. As we all know- Olly is an out right SHITE-head. This is proved by his cocky attitude, unsexualnosity and freak-like qualities.
Ohhh who am i kidding? I'm not over him completely yet. But then again..are we ever completely over our ex- bfs/gfs? Its hard to tell- bcos whether we like it or not..we're going to have feelings for them regardless...unless that is of course that your ex tried to kill you. But we wont go in to that right now.
uugghh did my English Monologue today...fecking hell i was shaaakkiinngg rather a lot. I did ok though- lost my place half way through...not the best thing to do when your performing for a GCSE grade. But meh. Tis life- tis it not?
Felt Ms.Visera's baby bump today. I mean i HATE babies but dammnn that was cute. I actually felt a foot! AAAHH i think I'm going crazzy. But shes such a sweet lady- i am rather happy for her. But i refuse to see the thing when its born. Id probably throw up.
Lol. My mum was in a 'bitch fight' as she called it, in a pub at the weekend. Rather funny. It involved a door..a smoker...the words 'bitch' 'cow' and 'slag' and the usage of alcohol. aha. I love my muv..and yes i do call my mum 'muv'-
tis not a typ-o.
:)
My jaaabb is killinngg meeee...arrghh. Had my polio, tetnus and something else on tue and it didnt hurt at the time...but now?? OMMFGG i cant even lift my freeking arm- typing this bloody blog is making me want to cut my arm off..it would probably be less painful.
But then again- i cant disappoint my readers now can i? aha.
Anyway..'how to look good naked' (with GOK WAAANN- aaah we love you!) and 'heroes' is on....and i still haven't done maths or business h/w...so i best be awwff. :)
Loves x
Its turns out that Rachel was just being a good friend as predicted..and maybe too much of a good friend whilst talking to Freyja. Freyja told Rachel about Olly liking her..quite a while back. So this has been going on for quite a while. Also - he sent her a text saying that he loved her.
I'm not going to read into this. I'm not. Full stop, The END. i don't really care if Freyja and Olly hooked up tbh but id be worried about Freyja. As we all know- Olly is an out right SHITE-head. This is proved by his cocky attitude, unsexualnosity and freak-like qualities.
Ohhh who am i kidding? I'm not over him completely yet. But then again..are we ever completely over our ex- bfs/gfs? Its hard to tell- bcos whether we like it or not..we're going to have feelings for them regardless...unless that is of course that your ex tried to kill you. But we wont go in to that right now.
uugghh did my English Monologue today...fecking hell i was shaaakkiinngg rather a lot. I did ok though- lost my place half way through...not the best thing to do when your performing for a GCSE grade. But meh. Tis life- tis it not?
Felt Ms.Visera's baby bump today. I mean i HATE babies but dammnn that was cute. I actually felt a foot! AAAHH i think I'm going crazzy. But shes such a sweet lady- i am rather happy for her. But i refuse to see the thing when its born. Id probably throw up.
Lol. My mum was in a 'bitch fight' as she called it, in a pub at the weekend. Rather funny. It involved a door..a smoker...the words 'bitch' 'cow' and 'slag' and the usage of alcohol. aha. I love my muv..and yes i do call my mum 'muv'-
tis not a typ-o.
:)
My jaaabb is killinngg meeee...arrghh. Had my polio, tetnus and something else on tue and it didnt hurt at the time...but now?? OMMFGG i cant even lift my freeking arm- typing this bloody blog is making me want to cut my arm off..it would probably be less painful.
But then again- i cant disappoint my readers now can i? aha.
Anyway..'how to look good naked' (with GOK WAAANN- aaah we love you!) and 'heroes' is on....and i still haven't done maths or business h/w...so i best be awwff. :)
Loves x
Monday, 26 November 2007
oh lord...and thrice
Today was a rather eventful day. To put it mildly.
I was told by one of my rather close friends that she likes me...in other ways than friendly. If you get my drift. I already knew though, so i was prepared..but it has taken her FOREVER to tell me (ARRGH) and thrice.
Rachel knew- Rachel! 'best friends' Rachel..i mean i have to give her credit for keeping it a secret for sooo long..but guess what she forgot to mention that she told HER about...US! LOORDD i might as well just write all my secrets down..lock them up and throw away the key because honestly there is nooo point whatsoever in telling people secrets because eventually...and i mean even the really good secret keepers...eventually will find the urge to tell someone. Them probably being the person that you least want to know. ARRGHHH and thrice.
Also on today's agenda was the fact that Freyja has been asked out (practically) by Olly. I knew it was going to happen after them being besties again after out break up (or before...WHO KNOWS??!) but...arrghh?! much. I mean i know Freyja wont do anything that will out rightly hurt me but it was like she was trying to tell me that she 'couldn't help it' if she 'accidentally' said yes to his proposal. Blaaattess obviousss mayyttee. ARCK.
I nearly kissed Nomey today. Nearly but i think it was me that pulled away at the last minute. I cant be sure...but i think that there's something that's telling me that i cant do this to her. I don't think she realises that I'm most probably just a stupid crush for her. But i cant talk to her about it- the way she feels. I just curl up and die inside and then painfully encourage myself to carry on with my maths as a way to distract myself from going bright rose red. Which really isn't a good look for me by the way.
Mr Broom- the maths teacher who Rachel is in LOVE with..is rather immense. He took us for a cover lesson in Spanish today and i have to say that i give the man credit cos he really is...raaathher cool.
Mr Stengle..cant spell, is playing Tinkerbell in the Cumberland house pantomime- which is rather amusing..i have to say that man has balls. He's just one of those teachers that are down to earth..have their own opinion and stuff anyone else who disagrees with them. Much like my English teacher.. :) aha
Anyway..English monologue in for tomorrow...maths h/w...business key terms...physics h/w (kill me now) and life waits ahead of me..so please excuse me whilst i piss of and get on with it :)
much love x
I was told by one of my rather close friends that she likes me...in other ways than friendly. If you get my drift. I already knew though, so i was prepared..but it has taken her FOREVER to tell me (ARRGH) and thrice.
Rachel knew- Rachel! 'best friends' Rachel..i mean i have to give her credit for keeping it a secret for sooo long..but guess what she forgot to mention that she told HER about...US! LOORDD i might as well just write all my secrets down..lock them up and throw away the key because honestly there is nooo point whatsoever in telling people secrets because eventually...and i mean even the really good secret keepers...eventually will find the urge to tell someone. Them probably being the person that you least want to know. ARRGHHH and thrice.
Also on today's agenda was the fact that Freyja has been asked out (practically) by Olly. I knew it was going to happen after them being besties again after out break up (or before...WHO KNOWS??!) but...arrghh?! much. I mean i know Freyja wont do anything that will out rightly hurt me but it was like she was trying to tell me that she 'couldn't help it' if she 'accidentally' said yes to his proposal. Blaaattess obviousss mayyttee. ARCK.
I nearly kissed Nomey today. Nearly but i think it was me that pulled away at the last minute. I cant be sure...but i think that there's something that's telling me that i cant do this to her. I don't think she realises that I'm most probably just a stupid crush for her. But i cant talk to her about it- the way she feels. I just curl up and die inside and then painfully encourage myself to carry on with my maths as a way to distract myself from going bright rose red. Which really isn't a good look for me by the way.
Mr Broom- the maths teacher who Rachel is in LOVE with..is rather immense. He took us for a cover lesson in Spanish today and i have to say that i give the man credit cos he really is...raaathher cool.
Mr Stengle..cant spell, is playing Tinkerbell in the Cumberland house pantomime- which is rather amusing..i have to say that man has balls. He's just one of those teachers that are down to earth..have their own opinion and stuff anyone else who disagrees with them. Much like my English teacher.. :) aha
Anyway..English monologue in for tomorrow...maths h/w...business key terms...physics h/w (kill me now) and life waits ahead of me..so please excuse me whilst i piss of and get on with it :)
much love x
Sunday, 25 November 2007
The beginning
Today is 84 days to my birthday- 3 days after Adele's and 18 days until school finishes for Christmas (and one month to Christmas as Kim has just reminded me :)...and tbh i dnt want it to end. This academic year has gone really well so far...its amazing how many memories you can make in just one term. Ive gotten closer to sooo many people..found out a few things that have scared me and a few things that have surprised me. Feelings have grown and weakened..and Ive had and dumped a boyfriend in the space of about 3 weeks. Its weird but I'm not even wanting anyone else. Normally id be straight back on the playing field but this time i really don't feel the need...strange. But i think Ive come to terms with the fact that guys at my age don't really want the things that i want in a relationship. Its rather sad...but very very true.
At then end of the whole Olly-Me thing I've decided that I'm just going to be myself around guys..including the ones i like- and if they don't like me for who i really am..then they can stuff it- right? Cos whats the point in going out with someone who only wants you for one thing (that's not to say i don't want that 'one thing' to happen!).
I'm still in the midst of deciding whether or not to put this blog on the Internet for my friends to look at...cos I've decided that I'm going to be completely honest to myself in this blog and not just for the benefit of other people. Ill think about it tonight. :)
Along with a certain person who i caught looking at me in KMK today. ARGHH its probably nothing but they have rather lovely eyes...mental attitude and an amazing height. what is it with guys?? they have this power over the female species that whenever they see them..or touch them (even in the slightest 'oh sorry' or 'excuse me' way) that they just feel like curling up and dying if they really really like them.
They really are amazing...even if i don't want to face that fact most days.
Anyway...so much for my first blog :) i really should get back to the house...learn my English monologue, read, sleep, drink (aarrgh my kidneys are killing me recently) and yearn for some one to lust after...because tbh the certain person at KMK is most likely to be a mistake of eye contact.. :) lets face it people...
Night x
At then end of the whole Olly-Me thing I've decided that I'm just going to be myself around guys..including the ones i like- and if they don't like me for who i really am..then they can stuff it- right? Cos whats the point in going out with someone who only wants you for one thing (that's not to say i don't want that 'one thing' to happen!).
I'm still in the midst of deciding whether or not to put this blog on the Internet for my friends to look at...cos I've decided that I'm going to be completely honest to myself in this blog and not just for the benefit of other people. Ill think about it tonight. :)
Along with a certain person who i caught looking at me in KMK today. ARGHH its probably nothing but they have rather lovely eyes...mental attitude and an amazing height. what is it with guys?? they have this power over the female species that whenever they see them..or touch them (even in the slightest 'oh sorry' or 'excuse me' way) that they just feel like curling up and dying if they really really like them.
They really are amazing...even if i don't want to face that fact most days.
Anyway...so much for my first blog :) i really should get back to the house...learn my English monologue, read, sleep, drink (aarrgh my kidneys are killing me recently) and yearn for some one to lust after...because tbh the certain person at KMK is most likely to be a mistake of eye contact.. :) lets face it people...
Night x
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