Today was a rather eventful day. To put it mildly.
I was told by one of my rather close friends that she likes me...in other ways than friendly. If you get my drift. I already knew though, so i was prepared..but it has taken her FOREVER to tell me (ARRGH) and thrice.
Rachel knew- Rachel! 'best friends' Rachel..i mean i have to give her credit for keeping it a secret for sooo long..but guess what she forgot to mention that she told HER about...US! LOORDD i might as well just write all my secrets down..lock them up and throw away the key because honestly there is nooo point whatsoever in telling people secrets because eventually...and i mean even the really good secret keepers...eventually will find the urge to tell someone. Them probably being the person that you least want to know. ARRGHHH and thrice.
Also on today's agenda was the fact that Freyja has been asked out (practically) by Olly. I knew it was going to happen after them being besties again after out break up (or before...WHO KNOWS??!) but...arrghh?! much. I mean i know Freyja wont do anything that will out rightly hurt me but it was like she was trying to tell me that she 'couldn't help it' if she 'accidentally' said yes to his proposal. Blaaattess obviousss mayyttee. ARCK.
I nearly kissed Nomey today. Nearly but i think it was me that pulled away at the last minute. I cant be sure...but i think that there's something that's telling me that i cant do this to her. I don't think she realises that I'm most probably just a stupid crush for her. But i cant talk to her about it- the way she feels. I just curl up and die inside and then painfully encourage myself to carry on with my maths as a way to distract myself from going bright rose red. Which really isn't a good look for me by the way.
Mr Broom- the maths teacher who Rachel is in LOVE with..is rather immense. He took us for a cover lesson in Spanish today and i have to say that i give the man credit cos he really is...raaathher cool.
Mr Stengle..cant spell, is playing Tinkerbell in the Cumberland house pantomime- which is rather amusing..i have to say that man has balls. He's just one of those teachers that are down to earth..have their own opinion and stuff anyone else who disagrees with them. Much like my English teacher.. :) aha
Anyway..English monologue in for tomorrow...maths h/w...business key terms...physics h/w (kill me now) and life waits ahead of me..so please excuse me whilst i piss of and get on with it :)
much love x
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