In H.E....

Cant be facked tbh.

H.E. is either one of the biggest wastes of my life, or the least- i cant yet decide. All i do know is that the coursework element of it all is SHITE. I cba to do any of it and here i am, having read all my blog entries over the past year because i feel that i have nothing better to do with my life.

OMG. in case i hadn't mentioned it before, i am now obsessed with the Twilight series by Stephenie Meyer and the film of the first book is intended to come out on 19th December. I absoultey cant wait now...getting to breaking point :S

The Ollie situation isn't really getting any better. Having seen him 3 Mondays in a row now...oh, and 'bumped into' him last Friday...(WITH Adele and Maddie i might add!)- my feelings are getting out of control. I read the last blog entries i wrote about him before he came back on the scene and lordd...Ive been played. Ive been played a lot. To the extreme almost. I think I'm going to take Rachel's advice and 'stay in control'. Obviously he'll want to meet up next Monday too...so i was thinking that i might just tell him that I'm 'busy' or whatever. Although it will mean having to keep my sex drive at an all time high for another week running- he may just start to get the point hopefully. However...we have planned to switch the 'pleasure' over to my side of the deal next week... :S maybe i might just save the 'busy' plan for the week after (which consequently will be half term...and so much more convenient!).

Also- i now have more men than ever. Ive been a very naughty Alex and have acquired some 'man candy' that i met over the Internet about a year ago- who's name also happens to be Alex. :S Bad times i know, but i cant help the fact that he is mildly good looking, funny, talkative and has the male organs that make me want him so much!! lol. I think i may have hinted that i like him just a little too much more than i should do at this stage during text messages that have been sent mid-week after out little meet ups from the past two Mondays (yes...I'm a whore. Ive realised.) He's offered to give me a massage next week and then i think he wants me to kiss him in return for such a kind gesture. :S oh lord. I'm going to feel rather guilty next Monday. Actually...i probably wont, but i should. lol.

Bad + Good times much.

This is a confused and out righlty lucky and selfish Alex signing off
Good bike
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